You'll notice a lot of my writing is centered around family and friends. This is because I have always considered my friends my family and I have loss a lot of people. My grade 9 year I remember being called out of my french class (which I hated) I was told to get my stuff and head downstairs to wait for someone to pick me up. As soon as our family friends Angie and Colleen got out of a car my heart sank....I knew somethnig was wrong. Turns out my best friend in the entire world, my grandmother had passed away. We had our cousins visitng so it was hard not to cry. But in the end I was like a leaky faucet. Violet Storer passed away April 18th. Just at the start of grieving our whole family got rocked again. June Williams passed away April 20th. My dads closest brother and my favorite uncle. My Uncle June just had his 3rd child too. RJ was a clueless smiling baby on the 20th. Soon my parents realized I was talking it worse then my brothers and Oct. 24th 2007 I was granted with a life. Tobi was my first puppy, we had shared a family dog before, but Tobi was mine and he was something to take care of. Tobi Williams passed away Oct. 14 2009. He was a runt....and we found out he had respiratory issues. The night of the 14th his last breath escaped his little chest and he stopped breathing. I was heart broken, theres so many things I could have done better for him. He was spoiled, but I always go back to that it was really my fault. I'm still heart broken till this die, I cant think about him without crying. He was a dog yes, but as sad as it sounds he was like a child to me. Soon my graduating year rolled around 2010. I went to prom with my then boyfriend had ran across the stage with the biggest grin as my favorite teacher wished me good luck before I entered the stage. Makwala Hall passed away July 9th 2010. The only other first nation kid I had really became close with. He was like my brother and I loved him. I remember at Native Grad we stayed together the entire time. He use to be such a bad kid, and he had just gotten his life right and was on a perfect track to happiness. I was so proud of him at Native Grad. He was our Valedictorian and he sang for everyone like an angel. July 9th is when that hideous bull crushed my Makwala. He started bull riding to turn around his life. It makes me happy that he did turn it all around, but I hate that something he loved took him from the ones he loved. The summer was rough and it got even harder....my family started to die. Coming home from dinner with my parents and finding a message on our answering machine. Johnny Smith a man that knew me since my legs were nimble. He use to sing for me when I danced traditionally for First Nation Dancing. The message was of another relative that was too scared to tell us. Johnny passed away 5 days before that message arrived. We missed his funeral, but sent our love with Johnny as he left into the sky. Just recently we came home again and once again another messaged awaited. My grandfather had died. We never knew the day and my parents didn't think I could take anymore so they listenened to the message and erased it. But I'll always know someone else has left us.

Violet

June

Tobi

Makwala

Johnny

In four years I have lost you all, in four years I have loved you

These are the reasons why so much of my writing is centered around family

Item Ideas

The man on the 25 cent Canadian Tire bill is my love

A rapist who was disqused as a magician, pulled this out of my ear at Jill Sanders birthday

My friends suck and I got a treasure hunt map for christmas and I found a purple bill with an old man on it

In the land of purple everything was dark and gloomy all the purpliens never smiled or laughed anymore

When I fell all I could see was a man resembling my grandfather, and I thought to myself...why isn't the sky purple

I punched someone in the face to steal there money, but only found a purple bill in there wallet. Is this currency of a different world?

As my chem teacher babled on telling the class why he hated change, I wondered. Why not get rid of that useless penny, make 5, 10, 25 cent bills.

still trying to figure out some more ideas

I made my first Stop Motion using my brother and his girlfriend....it's kinda rough but I love this song and I thought it would bring some entertainment to your day :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zPKIAJrB_TA

iam

i am living today in yesterday

i am eating like a carnivorous bunny

i am freezing to a boiling point

i am wondering why theres a pole

i am speeding by a cop

i am sleepy

the worst story ever

Hi my names Stacy

I am a bottled blonde and I like to click my heels and sway my hair

I wear skinny jeans that I need to lay down in to get them on

I enjoy scratching other girls eyes out and tear away at the threads of their self-esteem with my perfectly manicured nails

It cost $100 you know...

But down to the point...I know you envy me

You want to be me, because I'm a self-richetous bitch with minions

I take pride in collecting boys

I'm attractive

I've blown multiple guys

My hair is beautiful

I have a nice ass!

and all the boys want to touch it

But in the end...I'm way to good for you to even "try" to be me!

So save yourself some time

and just admire what you cant have

Hi my name is Jonathan

Cough Cough Character X

That cough.

It's on of those throaty and dry ones.

She coughs so hard I can see the vain in her neck.

She's coughing all over the guy beside her. Everyone knew she liked him. From the look on his face, she doesn't have a date in her near future.

That cough.

She has her hands to her mouth now, every breath heaving out of her body. It's a mucus filled cough now, she cant cough that mucus up! Her face reddens and it reminds me of the commercial where a mucus family lives in someones chest. But theres no badass drug to save her body from convulsing from that cough. The boy next to her is now slowly moving into the crowd, hopefully to be unoticed while the girl has her fit. His faced scrunched, he cowers away.

That cough.

Makes me want to cringe, but she's looking at me. Takes a deep swallow and walks....towards me?

She's 5 feet, 3 feet...

Throwing out her hand that had covered her mouth, a smile breaking across her face and the tears from her eyes building in the corner.

And she says

"Hi my name is Exe"

...finish the story

I am the woman

The undertow of man

I am not seen or heard, but I fight with fists against survival

I fill your throat and belly while fighting against my own hunger

I flatten the terrain and change the weather so that you may walk

I am the mother, sister, and daughter that shakes fresh meat in front of the animals face

I'll take this futile stalker away from you and brush you from his mind...only to replace you with myself

I will refuse to fail you

After every hit, burn and shine of laughter

I will be your food, your sun, your green lush field

As you are my Thompson

Shake the world with your voice

And I will keep you, the world and everything living on Me. Alive.

I am the infant, the child...

I am the girl